Sigh…

Wish I could/would stop questioning…everything.

Find myself somewhat lost.

Religion…. I am conflicted.

The religion of my youth is gone.

Cannot embrace the doctrines or false doctrines.

Christian holidays no longer have meaning.

Missing many, however

Cannot shake the feeling I am being a pretender.

Going through the motions but have not deep conviction.

I don’t fit in.

Possibly have given up.